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Sunday, May 6th, 2007

Subject:Fwendzy Wendzy Only.
Time:8:22 pm.
Mood: good.
Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
Sowwy Wowwy Non Fwendzies. :(
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Thursday, June 8th, 2006

Subject:Ok, OK!!!!!
Time:1:50 pm.
Mood: tired.
Alright.
Ok.
I get it.
I know.
I haven't been on livejournal for awhile.
What can I say?
I've been busy and good, as I should.

Anyways,
I am gonna make a conscious effort to start writing (and reading!) more on this thing again!

For starters,
if any of you sweet ones have a myspace,
you should add me up!!!

www.myspace.com/feelslikemusic


<--- thats my page!!!

Until a bit,

laters gaters,
Hilary.
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Sunday, March 26th, 2006

Subject:I'm Still Alive.
Time:11:13 am.
Mood: good.
Yussssssss,
you gueeeessssssssed it,
one Miss Hilary Alyson Harty is still alive and
well here in Commerce, Texas.
I must admit,
I have gotten quite caught up in the
myspace and facebook bit...
its nice,
but like my dad always told me,
you can't grow a tree without roots.
El Jay is the mothafuckin' roots!

Anyways,
I think I'm going to Denton today to get my nosed
pierced and to maybe see Hassan and Ellen!!!
They just don't know it yet,
teehee.
Today is my mom's birthday,
and on the phone she asked me what I was doing today
but I lied...

I couldn't tell her that her daughter was gettin'
her nose pierced on her Dee Oh Bee!!!!

That would have been a firestarter...

Anyways,
life has been grand,
so good,
I'll start updating more, bitches.

How have you been?

Over and out,
Hilary Alyson Harty.
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Monday, January 30th, 2006

Subject:80 beeches!!!
Time:7:28 pm.
Mood: blah.
SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 80, you have no life. Number the ones you've seen. Put your score in header and repost.

(x ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
(x) The Mexican
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
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5

(x) The Princess Bride
(x) Young Frankenstien
(x) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgundy
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
( ) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
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11


(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter
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(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(x) Donnie Darko
( ) Lilo & Stitch
( ) Lilo & Stitch 2: Stitch has a Glitch
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25

(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) 13 Ghosts
( ) Signs
(x) The Grinch (jim carrey)
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
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30


( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
--
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33

( ) A Cinderella Story
(x) the Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
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(x) The Ring 2
(x) Harold & Kumar Go To Whitecastle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
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43

( ) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(x) Bad Boys
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50


( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
(x) Se7en
(x) Oceans Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
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(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
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( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
(x) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
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60

( ) X-Men
( ) X2
(x) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
( ) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
(x) Cruel Intentions
(x) The Hot Chick
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( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( ) Old School
(x) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
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(x) Hitch
( ) The Fifth Element
( ) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
(x) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
( ) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi
(x) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
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(x) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
(x) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(x) Sound of Music
(x) Parent Trap
(x) Parent Trap Re-make (lindsay lohan)
( ) The Burbs
( ) The Terminator
( ) Terminator 2
( ) T-3
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(x) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
( ) Meet Joe Black
( ) Nightmare Before Christmas
( ) The Silence of the Lambs
(x) Sleepy Hollow
(x) I Heart Huckabees
( ) 24 Hour Party People
( ) Blood In Blood Out
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Subject:Meh...
Time:7:22 pm.
Mood: bored.
Feels so wrong,
completely not right.
Things so calm,
but things so mundane.
I'm bored out of my mind,
so fucking bored.
I'm out of my mind,
I wanna leave this place.
But where will I go?
Where can I go?
And when I get there,
what does it even promise me?
Anything better than or this?
Or worse?
On another level,
not as well,
feeling so bored,
no one is here,
no one can hear,
no one I want,
safe inside a cocoon of absolute.
Absolute nothing though,
nothing I need,
nothing but greed.
Need to leave this place,
just gotta escape.
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Tuesday, November 29th, 2005

Subject:I ain't seen the sunshine since I don't know when.
Time:10:12 am.
Mood: thoughtful.
Um,
ok,
who has seen Jarhead?
I wanna see it.
Is it good?

By the way,
being the Harry Pothead fiend I am,
I seen the movie a bunch already but its awesome peoples.
If an'body wants to go see it,
I'll go wif you.

Also,
Walk The Line?
Mos def. the best movie
released in 2005.
My new favorite film.
I've also seen this 3 times.
If anyone wants to see it,
I'm down.

Oh,
the soundtrack is way pimp too.

By the way,
I've seen that you've made another entry
since I wrote the last one about you,
and as expected,
you didn't notice it was about you.
Welp,
it still is.
It's nothing personal,
its just depressing to watch a person go on like this.

Later behotches.
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Monday, November 28th, 2005

Subject:What are you gonna do about it?
Time:8:48 pm.
Mood: weird.
Dude,
do you ever actually read what you write in here?
Every single day?
Seriously,
do you?
Because everytime I read any of your entries,
I can pretty much call them out for what they are before I read them.
One day,
things are good.
The next,
I have the worst life ever.
The next,
I have the best life ever.
The next,
things are so bad.
But its not like you are posting
weeks or monthes in between,
no,
its everyday.
Its just,
I don't know,
step back and take a look.
Its like,
a cycle,
get your shit together.
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Sunday, November 20th, 2005

Subject:Mehr, au pair.
Time:9:00 pm.
Mood: dirty.
You Are a Martini

There's no other way to say it: you're a total lush.
You hold your liquor well, and you hold a lot of it!


Your French Name is:

Véronique Boulanger


www.blogthings.com, bitches.
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Subject:Survizzles for shizzles.
Time:8:47 pm.
Mood: sick.
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.


Your Kissing Purity Score: 54% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing

Lip to lip action makes your heart sing


Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.


Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.

Your flirting style: Coy

Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park

Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant

What you bring to relationships: Romance
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Subject:Survey bitches.
Time:7:46 pm.
Mood: dirty.
Two Names You Go By
1. Hilary.
2. Mama.

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. Chilean.
2. Italian.

Two Things That Scare You
1. Math.
2. The future.

Two Everyday Essentials
1. Music.
2. A bath.

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. Brooklyn sweatshirt.
2. Water sandals.

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
1. Bjork.
2. Radiohead.

Two Things You Want in a Relationship
1. Common interests.
2. Common values and morals.

Two Truths
1. Not many people scare me.
2. I really really really like music.

Two things You Hate
1. Supremists (black or white).
2. Superiority.

Two physical features that appeal to you
1. Tall.
2. Thin.

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Listening to music.
2. Smoking pot.

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. A new iPOD.
2. Turntables.

Two Places Where You Want to go on Vacation
1. Paris.
2. Seattle.

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Get married.
2. Travel.

Two Ways that you are stereotypically a Girl/Guy
1. I dress girly.
2. I think like a girl.

Two Things You Normally Wouldn't Admit
1. People piss me off easily.
2. I don't like many girls.

Two people I would like to see take this quiz
1. Paul420.
2. Fatgirlslim.
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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005

Subject:Cool.
Time:1:06 pm.
Mood: tired.
Cool.
Cool.
Cool Cool Cool Cool COOL!
This is awesome.
Guess what happened today?
I finally came to a spiritual point in my life where I realized that alas,
my music library on my computer is a pot of gold,
to be cherished,
loved,
looked after,
and taken care of.
It's beautiful.
It truly is lyrical nirvana.
Well,
I figured this out yesterday,
just in time for my
hard drive to crash and burn for the second
time in a row!!!!!
...
Cool.
Thats really fucking cool.
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Sunday, November 13th, 2005

Subject:My Weekend by Hilary Harty.
Time:3:45 pm.
Mood: weird.
So this weekend was cool.
My parents went out of town in San Antonio on Thursday and I have my car,
so I really wanted to drive home for the weekend,
especially because my last class was over at 12:15 on Thursday.
But I didn't,
cause I thought it would be a waste of gas.
Instead,
Budgar Wody and I opted to go to Denton on Friday
which was awesome.
We had a good time and left on Saturday.
We ended up seeing Kim, Hassan, and Ellen and stayed at
Hassans.
Unfortunately,
I didn't get to see Jenn,
but I figure,
next time.
Basically we were just stoned off our bootys the whole tiempo.
Fun,
right?
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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005

Subject:Well I'm finding it harder...
Time:8:31 pm.
Mood: Headachely..
The Window Shopper
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)

Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are The Window Shopper.

You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come.

Your exact opposite:
The Stiletto

Deliberate Brutal Sex Master
Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.

Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.


BEWARE: The Hornivore

CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy, The Boy Next Door


Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: peacelovedove
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Monday, November 7th, 2005

Subject:I didn't get tagged, but I stole the shit, biatch!
Time:6:59 am.
Mood:awake.
10 years ago I was: Nine and finding out that my sister-in-law to be was with child.

5 years ago I was: Fourteen, a freshman ha, I had a crush on this gay guy.

1 year ago I was: meeting a really great guy having a really fucking great time.

Yesterday: I got my car back and drove my dad to the Greyhound station in Dallas, realizing that what I really need to help me feel better is my mom and dad hugging me and telling me shits gonna be ok.

5 snacks I enjoy: Cheese, happy cola, and zapps.

5 songs I know all the words to: Possibly Maybe- Bjork, Lovely Rita- The Beatles, Rousseau- Pinback, Send A Message To Her- Beck, and Knives Out- Radiohead.

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars: Get myself a piece in Paris, buy each of my parents somesing crunk, buy a new mp3 player, buy a bunch of cds, and buy myself a plane ticket to Paris.

5 things I would never wear: Booty shorts, jeans with whiskers you can see on them, one of those russian puffy hats, those stilettos where they have string that ties up your leg, and porn star heels.

5 favourite TV shows: Laguna Beach, Real World, Passport to Europe, Dawsons Creek, and My Super Sweet 16.

5 bad habits: Procrastination, saying some weird shit, not giving people chances sometimes, biting my nails, and being messy a little.

5 biggest joys: Waking up to a rainy cold day under a mound of covers, hot towels fresh out of the dryer, the time I spent with my partner, listening to a good album, and reading a good book.

5 favourite toys: My digital camera, my 35 mm, my pipe, my shhtereo, and car.

I took this too.

[We all ARE going to burn in hell]
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Sunday, October 30th, 2005

Subject:My partner.
Time:10:14 am.
Mood: thoughtful.
I miss my partner.
I'll be honest,
I miss being his girl,
but thats something I've gotten over.
Now,
I just miss how it was before,
hanging out a lot,
chilling on it,
having a good time with each other,
that chemistry.
I don't ever see him anymore,
and if I do,
its just,
passing him by somewhere.
...
I miss my partner.
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Saturday, October 29th, 2005

Subject:Oh, they take photos of me.
Time:8:27 am.
Mood: tired.
YOU-
Full Name- Hilary Alyson.
Nick Name- One L, Hillybilly, Hils, Pussy Control, Mama, Woday...the list goes on.
Birthday- Fo Twanky Too Ate E Sicks.
Age- 19.
Grade- Sophomore in university.
Hometown- San Antonio.
Height- 5'5"
Hair Color- Espresso Brown.
Eye Color- Green and gray.
Siblings- Two brothers, Todd and Troy.


FIRST-
Best Friend- Yvette Pacheco.
Car- 1987 Mercedes Benz.
Real break up- Blue.
Screen name- baylei1.
Self purchased album- Ace Of Base.
Funeral- Grandfather.
Pet- Molly and Mona.
Big Trip- Umm, when I was born from Santiago, Chile to Chi-Town.
Music you remember hearing in your house- The Beach Boys, La Bamba, well...there are a few more.

LAST-
Car ride- Alex's truck yesterday afternoon.
Kiss- Ugh, unfortunately about 2 weeks ago with this...thing.
Good Cry- Last Sunday night.
Movie- This morning, Bodyguard was on the telly.
Beverage- A&W Cream Soda.
Food- Some mexican chip that Budgar Wody had last night.
Crush- Evan.
Phone Call- About 10 minutes ago to Great Harvest.
Time Showered- Yesterday afternoon.
Shoes Worn- Alex's red Reeboks.
Item Bought- Cream Soda.

STUFF-
Where is your favorite place to shop- Barnes and Nobles, Borders, or Planet K.
Tattoo/Piercing- Earlobes.
What Kind of shampoo do you use- Panteen Pro V Color Expressions.
How long are your showers- Anywhere from 5 minutes to 1.5 hrs.

SPECIFICS-
Do you do drugs- Yes.
What are you listening to right now- Can't You Hear Me Knocking by The Rolling Stones.
Where do you want to get married- I don't know, definitely outside, probably in some place like Seattle.
How many buddies are online right now- 33.
What would you change about yourself- A lot and a little.


FAVORITES-
Color- Combinations with pink.
Food- German.
Boys Names- Jude.
Girls Names- Sophia, Isobel, or Saffron.
Subject in School- Well, let me see, what should I be saying? Photo, no? Haha, actually Photo History.
Sport- Syncronized swimming, lol.
Game- Actually Doom looks pretty cool, and theres this new game coming out called Brothers in Arms or somesing.
Band- Nirvana, Radiohead, The Doors, and Beck.
TV Show- Laguna Beach.
Smell- My ex-boyfriend.
Month- April.


HAVE YOU EVER-
Taken a Bath with Someone- Yes.
Smoked- Yes.
Made Yourself throw up- No.
Skinny Dipped- No.
Pictured a Crush naked- Yes.
Actually seen a crush naked- Yes.
Cried when someone Died- Yes.
Lied- Yes.
Fallen for your best friend- Unfortunately, yes.
Rejected Someone- Yes.
Used Someone- Yes.
Done something you regret- Yes.

CURRENT-
Clothes- Black tee and boxers.
Music- The Rolling Stones.
Make up- None.
Favorite Artist- Andy Warhol.
Money in wallet- Ha, I think like a 1 dollar bill and some change from various countries.
Mood- Alright.

LAST PERSON-
Hugged- Justin.
You IMed- Woday last night.
Kissed- Ugh, I don't want to say.
Called- Kevin.
Yelled at- I don't know, I think its been a minute since I yelled.
Texted- Ashlin.

ARE YOU-
Open Minded- Sometimes.
Arrogant- Sometimes.
Interesting- Sure.
Moody- Yeahuh.
Hardworking- Occasionally, I should probably be more hardworking.
Organized- Yes and no.
Healthy- Yes and no.
Bored- Yes.
Responsible- Sometimes.
Angry- No.
Sad- Yes.
Disappointed- A little.
Hyper- Naw.
Trusting- No.
Talkative- Yeah.
Legal- Yes.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO-
Kill- No one.
Slap- No one.
Talk to online- No one.
Sex up- A few people, and by a few I mean more than a few.

WHICH IS BETTER-
Coke or Pepsi- Cocaine.
Flowers or Candy- Flowers.
Tall or short- Tall.
Thick or thin- Thin.

RANDOM-
In the Morning I - Am in chill mode.
What do you notice on a person first- Probably height.
Who is the last person you danced with- Wody.
Who makes you smile- Tons of people.
Who gives you a funny feeling when you see them- Can divulge that shit.

DO YOU EVER-
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you- No.
Wish you were Young- I am young, ya douche.
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Subject:Muuurrryyyy Chrismus.
Time:8:25 am.
Mood: relaxed.
Well,
Tahnee put up her wish list for Christmas so
I was inspired to do the same.

What Hilary wants for Christmas:

- Turntables.

That is all,
oh Santa baby,
please make my wish come true.
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005

Subject:Harrison Bergeron has this hoe on lockdown.
Time:11:34 am.
Mood: SUCK IT TREBEK!!!.
Kurt Vonnegut,
the sarg?
The head nigga in charge?!?!
...
I concur.
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Friday, September 30th, 2005

Subject:So radical yo!!!
Time:10:18 am.
Mood:awake.
Hilary

Cheerful : Latin


Your calm manner and maturity belie a fierce determination to be at the top where you can exercise authority and get things done. Although somewhat of a rebel you attract much support through treating others with kindness and friendship. You have a broad scope and are naturally drawn to travel or projects which can expand your knowledge and understanding. Your talents and generosity bring you emotional and material contentment.

Alyson


Extremely intelligent in thought and deed you are gifted at communication and finding practical applications for your ideas. You are strong willed and ambitious and need to have passion, freedom and adventure in your life. Always willing to help others your warm, honest and loyal nature ensures that you are loved by all. It is likely that you will achieve a great deal of success and recognition in life.

Harty


You are fairminded, wise and peaceloving and are always willing to help others. Your mental capabilities and creativity are well marked with wonderful and original ideas which you need to bring to tangible fruition. Perceptive and understanding of others your positive approach to life and influential nature means that you have leadership qualities. There is great potential for success both financially and spiritually.


Yeah,
ok,
say it,
I'm a bad ass...
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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005

Subject:Taking me far...
Time:3:45 pm.
Mood: sick.
When he left me I was in complete shock.
My heart was so broken,
I felt as if I'd never be cheerful again.
And in a way,
I really haven't been cheerful since it happened.
He was my first love,
the first boy I actually purely cared for for all the
right reasons.
He was the most amazing guy to me,
I'm sure anyone can imagine how that would hurt.
Even after he left,
I still felt as if he was the greatest guy in the world.
And now?
...
I don't know what to say about it.
Remaining friends seemed so imperative and important to both of us,
and now?

I know whats happening.
He may or may not know whats happening,
but the space between us is growing so much.
We are really being torn apart and this friendship?
Unparallel.
I can't comprehend and I don't understand it.
How do two people who were so compatible, even
as best friends before dating
grow apart and become completely uncompatible after
its over?
It hurts,
he was the one guy I wanted to remain close to
but when we are together?
It feels so forced from both fronts.
I feel like I'm imposing on him,
or at least thats how hes making me feel.
And as much as he says it,
I don't feel that he wants to remain close to me at all.

That hurts,
not only did I lose my first love,
the first boy I completely gave myself to physically and
emotionally,
but now,
I am losing one of my best friends.
How is a little way of only 19 years supposed to deal with this?

Evan is a good guy,
important to me,
so important that at this point I feel the best thing
for both of us to do is give each other space.
I know that sounds silly,
like if you care about someone,
why would you step back?
But if I don't,
things are gonna be completely destroyed between us
and I don't want that to happen.
The thing is,
when I'm with him,
I feel like I'm really unimportant to him.
Like,
he had me as a girl,
but now that things have settled down back into
a friendship,
hes sick of that too.
Isn't that the thing to do though?
When you become unimportant to a person,
or at least you feel as if you have become unimportant
to them,
isn't it the right thing to step back out of their lives
so they can have space without you,
and maybe then you'll become important to them once again?
This wasn't hard for him,
and part of that is what was hard for me.
I wasn't his first love,
I was his second.
I heard you never forget your first love,
so he'll be the one I never forget,
but will he remember me for more than just
the girl who first took him to smoke pot?

When I say space,
I'm not talking about never seeing him again.
After all,
I do live on the same floor as him,
and have two classes with him,
but in the sense that I'm not knocking at his door
anymore for support,
I need my independence,
my freedom,
my time to write my screenplays
and discover all sorts of new music.

Anyways,
thats how I feel right now.

How do you feel?

Love,
Hilary.
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